I am so sorry. I have family and friends who I love and love me back, who are there when I need them and give me space when I can't be around anyone.....but yet I still totally relate to all you've written. People are always cruel to me and when I'm brave enough to call them on it, they deny it or blame me. I really feel the world is 70% sociopaths who dont have adequate or any empathy or compassion. They abuse people, laugh and feel justified. They think people like us are too sensitive when in fact, they are sick and should be kept out of the major populous. Put them in a zoo, behind bars so they don't effect the more evolved species.