EAting makes me happy too. Probably more than anything else in my life. I'm ashamed to admit that bc I have a wife who I'm happy with and a dog, a good job... I'm feeling ashamed right now bc I went to a fast food place for lunch by myself when my wife and mother in law went shopping. I stayed home knowing that is what my plan wAs going to be. If I have anything at home that slightly interests me I will eAt all of it! I have. O self control. My whole life all I wanted was to be skinny and to be liked. I don't know where to start. I have a therapist but I don't know if she has a lot of experience with binge eTing disorder? She does talk to me about her own eating/food addiction..... I feel very alone and just wanted to tell you that you aren't alone!