It's a darkish, rainy day here and is supposed to be like that for the next 4 days. It is getting annoying how every weekend lately is either freezing cold, snow, or rain. Every blue moon when it's a nice day outside is when I am working until 7-8 pm. I'm in bed, probably gonna stay here all day. I am hoping my mind won't take me to a dark place since it's hard to take control of my thoughts and feelings lately. At least by staying here, nobody can bother me or hurt me. I guess I'm in the mood to just shut the world out.