House is clean, bills are paid. Called around to get copies of my medical records and documents to fight for my life and my rights. Lots of serious life threatening family issues to battle......doctors to stand up to.....ex husbands to contend with. Pain, sickness, injury and insults all piled high and weighing me down. Hoping I can maintain momentum and not crash and burn. I'm about to receive an onslaught of abuse for standing up....must stay strong. Spoke with a caring, validating and understanding women on the phone today whose kindness helped restore a little faith in humanity. All is not lost, and perhaps is actually soon to be found. Or perhaps I'm fooling myself and abusers will continue to get away with abuse. Time will tell.