So t I know I said I wasn't going to bug you again after the 2nd email yesterday. But a poem came this afternoon and I had to send it. It wouldn't wait. It expresses better how I feel than I was able to yesterday and includes how I feel after yesterday. I'd be a real mess if I didn't have my poetic voice. I'm not all that angry anymore. I'm just feeling hurt and I expressed the hurt in my poem. I hope you read it soon and I hope you say something meaningful in response. Writing the poem really solidified for me that I just need to figure out what I want - what Art wants - not counting anyone else. What does Art want?! That is the million billion gazillion dollar question.