Is it possible to go to therapy in another town? So that you wouldn't be so afraid of meeting in public?
If this isn't possible, can you talk to T about your fears?
When I first started therapy, I was afraid of many things, and one time I felt as if I was going to vomit over T's floor! The thing that helped the most was telling my fears to T and having a conversation about it. It took a lot of courage at the beginning, but it was most definitely worth it.