I wondered... Many times... Because even the judge didn't believe me. I could finally understand it after reading a lot about trauma.
Books like toxic parents from Susan forward, Complex PTSD from Pete walker, ...
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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