That's certainly not a desirable quality, there probably are advantages and disadvantages when it comes to approaching another human beings with age concerns. Inflexibility won't do you any good, keep studying your habit, you can phase out of your habit and phase back in if you wish. Where does the inner conflicts lie? If the outcome is usually good, you could get better with your system. People around me does it all the time and I won't tolerate it anymore. I hide the thought from myself, you're from the US. Just think about what Trump said about underage girls. That was logical and quite legal for him to make a comment like that on TV.

Our jobs, schools and their prejudiced attitude is a real issue, you'd rather go along with them, a free conscious animal is what I am, you counting it wrong I say. I have an animal issue too, that negates the previous statement I just made, a pig issue, no one actually says this though. Life and death, I only get younger, that's just a lovely way to lie to my life.