So, last night I had trouble falling asleep and I slept until 7:30 AM--that is really late for me and I've had a slow start today. H said, "I am sorry that you didn't make it to church but you know the only reason that I don't mind when you don't go is that I like it when you are here with me." That melts my heart, he is controlling only because loves us and is determined to ensure bad things don't happen. I am lucky. He deserves so much better than the things I do to him and my attitude toward him sometimes....