Hi Dr S, I realized this morning, the more I am in pain (physical or emotional) the more I miss and need you. Well, duh, of course that makes sense. You have become a care taker to the part of me that still needs that level of care. I guess step one is learning and accepting that I still need that from time to time. I might be getting closer to accepting that it is ok to ask for it and receive it.

When I think about meeting on Monday for a few minutes, I see us walking along the bridge, holding hands...I am so little. I am the little boy and you are the mommy.

I love you, you are a good/attentive mommy. Thank you for being open and willing to be there with me on this journey.

-me