I really want to act out with my therapist. I emailed her the other day in an emergency and she didn't answer me for two nights. When she finally did answer me, she didn't exactly apologize, just explained why it had taken her so long to respond. (she is fine with my emailing her and knows the extent of the situation I'm facing right now, so it wasn't anything about me – it was just stuff about busyness of her life). So she was completely reasonable but the problem is I'm still feeling very hurt and angry and kind of want to act out now. I want to tell her I'm fine and it doesn't matter anyway. Basically I want to act like a baby. The problem is I'm scared to. I'm scared she'll get upset with me. She's actually very sensitive. But if I don't, it feels like I'm stuffing down my feelings and being fake. I know the answer is just to honestly explain how I'm feeling, but i'm way too scared to do that. So it's either act out like a baby and maybe upset her or stuff down my feelings.