Possible trigger

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Tired, sad, nobody, anxiety.........

No meds, no pets..no other things too long to list .. etc.. I'm dragging my sorry *** around one minute at a time - how long?

I want to delete this, being "honest" is "wrong" - I learnt that at a very young age

Doing what I want to do isn't an option....I'm not even worth the oxygen I breathe but here I am... still
If I wasn't the dumb stump I am, I'd have thought of a "plan" that worked by now.

I was ok until... I'm not even going there, nobody must know

I'm a sick puppy


(Please don't bother sending me a private message, (I won't reply) I'm not worth "saving" - my trust is broken, permanently. - this is to nobody in particular - I'm empty )