Been there. I hated her just this past Friday night and into yesterday. I don't anymore, I wrote through my feelings on here and also in a poem and what I feel I realize is hurt by something she said Friday. The hate was my 0-1000 mph (typical) over-reaction. I haven't told her yet that I was hating her for awhile, I will though next time I see her. We will talk through this just like we have the other times when I have been angry with her. I did email her the poem though that expresses the hurt. Don't know if she's seen it yet, trying not to expect a response from it. Every time I have trouble telling her I'm angry or have been angry she always says that no matter what happens there, we will work through it. I should believe that by now, as we always have, but I'm also struggling with the need to end our 'relationship' (i put that iin quotes because it's such a convoluted thing) so every feeling and emotion from therapy always goes through that filter first and I don't know how to trust myself. Oops. I got carried away. Sorry.