I don't have a lot of advice but I have empathy. I too have what many would
Consider a perfect life at the moment and I often struggle with anxiety and depression. doesn't sound quite as severe as yours but it is definitely bad enoogh. I've had depression issues since high school that only got worse with some tragedies that happened in my life in the last few years. I too worry about losing my husband's love. I struggle with exhaustion and I don't know if it's mental or physical. Like yesterday I stayed in bed half the day. And I think about time going by and wasting it just like you.

Be honest with your doc about your meds and say they are helping you but you are still having issues, and maybe you can add meds to what you're taking. I hope you figure it out and feel better soon.