Hey Matt.

I'm old enough to be your mother. I have a 20 year old who's working retail and going to school to be an interpreter for the deaf. She and her boyfriend are gamers, so they do that a lot.

Just wanted to say I read your message. Have you tried meetup.com? Look for other gamers or people with similar interests. Take yourself out for a date sometime. Go to a movie or a restaurant. Get out of the house and go for a walk. Don't stay at home and cry. Get out into the world.