I hated myself this morning because I've been super depressed, so I randomly started watching YouTube videos to distract myself.

Started off by listening to a song I liked -- a happy song, might i add -- and then I kept clicking the "related videos". After about 15 "related videos" later, I was somehow watching videos about a girl who had bacterial meningitis and lost all of her limbs at the age of 19. She was scarred from all the "burns" that the meningitis caused, too.

It made me feel like ****. Like, I was all depressed and **** and feeling sorry for myself. Then after watching her video, I was like, "wow, i'm a real piece of ****."

YouTube really does make me feel like **** sometimes. Makes me realize I'm a horrible person.