Thank you for responding. I've heard of ptsd before but i was unsure if i had this illness until i was been told so .. I have ocd when im pregnant with my child ,and after gave birth i consult with my doc and she said that i had pospartum deppression . i am getting worst every year every age older .

For the therapist suggestion i'll definitely go for it..

Thanks again. Pardon my bad english sorry ��