Well it truly matters wetter you were court ordered to do it idk how they do it where you are from. It should be as easy as not book in another appointment but I wouldn't give up on therapy your problems can get better but maybe that therapist isn't the right fit for you that happened to me in the past and I found myself just telling them what they needed to know but then I got a new one and I actually started improving to the point I said I was okay not to have therapy anymore at that time.