Hi. No, please continue to post. That is what the forum is for. But remember that support isn't only about providing agreement and consolation. Support also includes constructive criticism.

I have read your posts. Yes, it is very apparent that you seek change in your life. What isn't apparent is that you are doing anything about it. People have offered you plenty of advice but there is no acknowledgement of that nor is there indication you are undertaking any of it. It frustrates me then that you ignore doing anything with this advice yet still complain.

I encourage you to be open about your feelings, but please consider advice and direction that people had previously kindly taken the time to provide you.