he was my mothers lover for many years. many years I had to keep it from my dad, the abuse and the fact mum was sleeping with him in front of me and mum and dads friends.....

He would come to my room after hypnotising my mum, I could hear him coming, I used to pee on my bedroom floor ecause I daren't go to the bathroom. I'd hide under the bed, behind the bed, he'd always find me, mess with my mind (hypnotise)which i swhy I have amnesia. mum knew, she was warned by my perpetrators wife..... she took no notice....

I was left at weekends to mix with 15/16/17 year olds when I was 8/9/10 onwards, listening to street talk, watching them performing sexual acts on each other, in a 'den' in 'his' back yard. Loud music, drink, drugs, what kind of mother would do that.......

We used to go swimming every weekend and he would swim underwater and grope me, make me swim under his legs making sure I 'touched' him,,,,,,

I cant go on, fel sick......

Jin xxxx