Does anyone have the constant battle with themselves to stay on meds? On one hand I know they are good for me and took me out of the worst depression I've ever had. On the other hand I did a long stretch between episodes before hand un medicated and I want that.

Actually I just want to unsubscribe from bipolar and anxiety and just not do it anymore. Quit meds and therapy and see what happens. So irresponsible, I know. But my head is always fighting with my head.