My husband finally found out how I was feeling and comforted me back to normal. Feeling better now, no longer suicidal. I'm scared that this will happen again. I felt this bad for a long time before someone found out. What if I can't stop myself from feeling suicidal? What to do? I'm just scared. I don't talk to people offline when I feel this way, I only do on the up-bound when someone notices I'm unhappy.