(((Mr. Stranger))), I am very sorry you have been triggered and you feel this way. I would like to help you and you can PM me and direct me to these posts that have led to your feeling this way so I can help you overcome the way you feel right now. I have been triggered myself and have gone through feeling like you have described. I was so GRATEFUL for the members that PM'd me with support that helped me regain myself and grow verses run away and suffer alone.