How many of you do this? I'm home today feeling like a total loser and just realized maybe in overreacting. I've been doing really goid lately and this weekend I spent some money on myself and today I had a total meltdown over it. I spent $100 on new gym shoes and a workout outfit. This is actually an investment in myself and I didn't spend every last penny I had, but this morning I felt like I had ****ed up really bad. I think I've calmed myself down now but man was I beating myself up. I know my next check is going to be short because I was our sick with pneumonia a few days last pay period so I feel like I should have saved instead of spending, but in all actuality it will be ok. I just hate feeling like a loser. Also I started smoking again after almost two weeks of not doing it. See now I'm back to feeling like a dumbass. It's a vicious cycle right now for me. Sorry guys, just venting!