Hey. So I have some health stuff going on which always makes me worry my illness from when I was younger is coming back. Not gonna get into it, but it's pretty inevitable to happen one of these days.

But. I wonder- what if the universe heard all my suicidal ideation and fantasies about ending it all while depressed and so now this is what I get?
The great and powerful oz (or god or whoever) could be saying- hmm, so you wanted to die, did you? Okay- wish granted... And I will have to deal with some ****ing physical illness killing me off instead of this MI.

I know I probably sound paranoid, but I would probably deserve it if i the universe decided to quickly smother out my life after me spending so much time over the years wanting to not be here.

Life score: Universe 3, naynay 0