T,

It's only 4 days after session and I miss you. I wish I could see you weekly so it would be just 3 more days till seeing you.

But we can't even meet once a fortnight as agreed, and haven't done so for like many many months (almost a year?) now? This is another once a month streak. Again. Again.

You say you're insulted when patients say you only care because it's your job. Well, that's how I feel, and so do they.

You've so many patients on your caseload. You have so many Vulnerable Child parts of adult patients to reparent - 40+! Of course I'm numb in session, I'm protecting my Vulnerable Child part. They know they compete with so many others, they knows they can't see you once a fortnight. They know even real parents get sick of their children. They know a therapist isn't a parent. They know this is fake.

Stop trying that limited reparenting schema therapy thing. Proper schema therapy is 2x a week or at least weekly. I get to see you just once a month.