Yes, I have those kinds of things rolling around in my head all the time. My mind is still just as much "me" and "mine" as ever and still filled with awareness, ideas, ambitions and so on, but it is like my mind also regularly argues with itself either about those things or even about itself since it apparently cannot, will not or just does not merge today's realities and limitations in along with everything else.
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| manic-depressive with psychotic tendencies (1977) | chronic alcoholism (1981) | Asperger burnout (2010) | mood disorder - nos / personality disorder - nos / generalized anxiety disorder (2011) | chronic back pain / peripheral neuropathy / partial visual impairment | Gastrointestinal Stromal Tumors (incurable cancer) |
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