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I understand how you feel here about your brother. I too have a brother that is 4 years younger than I and we don't have contact on a regular basis. The only time I see him is at family functions and even then...I don't necessarily look forward to seeing him. It's not that he's a bad guy, we just don't have anything at all in common. He seems to take after my father's side of the family with the "holier than thou" attitude and that he is something special. Yeah right
It does hurt that there is no contact. Both our parents are gone and we are the only ones left and there is nothing there holding us together. I miss my nephews and they are growing up behind my back. My daughters miss their uncle and cousins, yet at the same time, when we talk about David, there is much hurt and pain for them and myself.
When we do have contact, it's always about HIM. What he is doing for work, what new gadgets he has bought, his new house etc etc etc. He never asks me about my life, he never asks me how I am. Bah....to hell with him....I don't wish him anything bad, I just wish I didn't have to see him again.
Hugsss
sabby