Yeah.. 'plastered' was a good description for how I was too. Many mornings waking up wondering how I got back to my bed. I had friends express concern during that period. But alcohol never really was a problem after finally finishing college. I still always wanted to amp things up when drinking after college though... and once I started it was hard to quit. But the situations after college were always more moderated and constrained I've been less likely to give full reign to the wildness. Although I should mention that my last two 'mixed episodes' and the night before my hospitalization.. drinking was involved. But I definitely wasn't plastered.