It's weird because I've always had a deep gut feeling that something bad would happen before it's happened! I've never been in this situation before, so people actually go out of there way to seek out a victim for abuse? If so, why? My friends have said as he only does it when he's drunk maybe i can look past it because he's not done it sober! I think maybe he was testing me from the start as he used to have mood swings and i would always calm him down or pander to him just to calm him down. Also, the police were called once but not by me, by a woman who was concerned because i ran out of the house. I wouldn't press charges but he told them that i was going to kill myself and he was trying to calm me down.i was so scared that they would section me or take my.daughter that i just said he didn't do it so that they would leave. Plus i honestly didn't want him to get into trouble