Breaking up/lashing out on my bf;
Cheated on my bf once on a mixed episode;
Fighting strangers on the street or being very rude to when catcalled, even when I felt
threatened (idk how I made it until now without getting punched);
Fought a teacher at uni once. I had a reason and played "the fool who said what everyone else was thinking but were smart enough to be quiet about". It was bold. He's an ***, though, but he did try to get his revenge by badmouthing me to other teachers;
It's not that I buy expensive stuff, but I ended up losing track of my credit card last month and bought a huge amount of cheap stuff I didn't have money for;
I become very aggressive when I have mixed episodes. Aggressive and expansive. Usually I'm a low-profile person, very reserved.
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27 y.o.
dx:bipolar II with self-harm and dissociative features; BPD
rx: paroxetine hcl 20mg; lithium 450mg, quetiapine 200mg; fluoxetine 20mg; clonazepam for emergencies only; zolpiden for emergencies only
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