I will fully admit I am an alcoholic even though I don't drink every day. You don't have to crave it every day to be an alcoholic. But the way you drink when you DO drink screams alcoholic.

I will say this I am on Day 8 and I am feeling pretty good. I have reconnected with people that have helped greatly in my struggle.

Oh and ElsaMars, hang in there, I know it's tough. I know me and God have a very close relationship and he helps me with my struggles, but I am not by any means religious either. I consider it my "spirituality" that gets me through. But that doesn't mean we can't connect.

Post here every day as you need, we will all make it through together. I am still in the infancy stage all over again, so I am starting from scratch again.

Good luck everyone!