I am sorry you're struggling so much. I can't relate exactly to your situation but I do understand what it's like to have family who "love" you and want to help but you just don't feel like you can be emotionally close. I have two much older siblings and I can't relate to either of them, and my parents are gone, it sometimes feels like I don't really have family.

What about friends? Do you have any close friends that are men who can relate to you better? I think you just need to accept your sisters for what they are. They do care about you which is great. They like to hold things over your head which sucks, so just do your best to get to the point where you don't need their help. And focus on the good parts of your relationship with them. And what they can't provide you can try to find elsewhere from other people.