Today has been slightly better. My eyes feel dilated. I often wonder if anyone else gets this sensation? Anyways. Maybe it's just all the coffee I drink though it doesn't do it every day. My concentration still sucks, but I'm less irritable today. Depression is so so. Anxiety is still too much to phone pdoc about my gapapentin running out before I see him. If I don't I'll be in trouble soon. Part of me doesn't care.