I saw my pdoc today and he thinks I should really get a job. It's just I CAN'T FIND A FN JOB! I've been stable for half a year now and I'd feel like I'm cheating if I go on disability. Right now my main problem is boredom. I'd also love some income and be able to move out of my parents.
I keep trying all these resources and all I'm finding out is I'm a effing loser who can't do anything and needs to go back to school.