Just got home from work. Struggling with both depression and physical illnesss stuff, so I am pretty wiped out. I Plan on taking a nap. I want to go to a support groups later but I might not make it back out of the house tonite.

I feel sort of like I'm not really here. Going thru the motions but I don't feel anything. Maybe this is where my mind self destructs itself. I'm so tired. The only good thing left that I can see is 4 legged and covered in fur.