Your ex therapist has been very patient with you. I'm sure you knew this was coming. You continue to come here asking for advice, but you never follow it. You just continue to harass your former therapist's office despite the warnings he's given you, and the possible scenarios we have given you here. If you are not talking to your current therapist about your obsession with your former therapist, you need to be. We just don't want to see you get triggered, or hurt anymore than you have. You need to leave this guy alone! It's going to cause nothing but TROUBLE! Please seek help with this with your current therapist before he really does get a restraining order. I'm sure the thought of that would crush you, and you have people depending on you.