Hey guys! I don't know if anyone will read this now, but I forgot I posted this after I went to the hospital. (So I did go to a hospital, everything's fine, I did need 5 stitches though.) I guess I noticed this before, but I do only seem to self harm during mixed states as well, although I've now been medicated since December and relapsed twice. I think it's getting better. I really appreciate everybody's advice though! Especially because I only recently discovered I'm bp. I guess I was just curious what the link is there, and now I know