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Originally Posted by Trace14
Thank you for your response and honesty. I have a question not sure if I can say the words right though. The SH is a pain release from the trauma a person experienced, right? I'm not sure where I'm going with this, but something is making me wonder about it.
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I think it changes each time... sometimes, I need the pain to feel real. It's like it reminds me I have a body. Sometimes I use sh to calm things down when every nerve in my body feels like it is in lvl 10 emergency mode. Sometimes I use it because I feel weak or I think I did something wrong and I deserve it (not true). The sh can do a lot of things for me, that part of why it's so hard to stop.