Having weird days..beginning to think I get mixed episodes now...even though pdoc has never said so. I can feel depressed/no motivation for part if day-then go to work/run around%be amped up but not teuly feel lije i di when im hypimanuc..while driving to work-can think about all the people and situations im angry at-and,as I'm driving be saying out loud what I want to say to them, but never do! This helps me release my angee. Then after work,at home,if thinking too much about bills,clutter,cleaning,etc...will have the anxiety and ps the anxiety will pribably wake me uo twice per night,ugh...none of the feelings is awful. Yay,meds-which I think keeps me from goung to far in any direction. I'm just tired of feeling the roller xoastwr of so many emotions back/forth in 12-24hrs.
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