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Do you have a Womens resourse center, or something similar, that focuses on helping women out of abusive relationships? I swear your boyfriend is my ex- brother-in-law. They sound like the same person. It took my sister 16 years to finally say enough is enough, but you are admitting it way earlier than she ever did. She ended up getting help from the WRC . They gave her ideas to financially support herself, and helped her find a job and though her kids were older, offered her daycare too. If you do not have a WRC. almost every CMH office, and other counseling office will have stuff to get you out of that relationship.

I hope this helps.
bren