I'm a coward. there's this girl my heart skips for however, she is so far out of reach, even for me, someone who doesn't have a heart to love is hurting. Its been 8 years. in those times, I've only dated people to use them because I felt lonely. I know its low. I even drew in another victim to my web of loneliness and in the end, this person is only going to get hurt. we aren't dating nor physical, however it doesn't matter. my only wish is to forget completely but that can't be. i'll just keep finding replacements to fill that void until eventually the hole disappears.