Hello everyone,

It has been a rough couple of days lately...

Today I was almost sent to crisis/hospitalized because of some suicidal ideations and behaviors this past weekend. Worst part is it wasn't even my T calling the shots, but rather her supervisor. Long story short, though, I have been taken off of my MAOIs because it's been shown that I "can't be trusted with medication."

Another thing that was agreed upon was that I would draw up a contract with my T tomorrow, addressing some of the issues that have arisen lately. One of the issues at the center of my problems right now is that I have a really, really hard time leaving sessions once time is up. I just feel really attached to my T and I don't feel ready to leave her/sometimes what we get into in sessions upsets me enough where I feel like I'm going to harm myself after and I really don't want to, so I don't want to leave in that state.

T and I have yet to come up with a good solution to get me to leave on time and in a good state. So, alas, here I am asking for suggestions on how to help this problem...anyone have any ideas? We've tried all sorts of routine-establishing stuff, but when I'm in that really bad state none of it works.

Let me know if you need more explanation, etc.. I'm really desperate for ideas...

Thanks!!