I dunno if I would say they're keeping me in the dark in regards to world events per say, but they're keeping me in the dark when it comes to the shadow people's organization as a whole. They don't tell me who's involved and how far their reach really spreads and that starts to make me suspicion of everyone (wife, therapist, and shrink included). Sometimes I feel like they're changing things to keep me from catching on to them but I dunno if it's re-writing history on purpose or just to keep me off their tail.

Luckily, these paranoid delusions don't happen often now that I'm on the right meds. Though small burst of paranoia do pop up now and again.