It just feels so different now ..

Earlier she sent this (will post at end of this) but I don't know if she means I should not have thought it was anything other than her opinion or if she means she shouldn't have said it? .. all I know is it feels different now and non repairable .. thing is it's 5 weeks until I see her again and even though I've sent her a message apologising, she isn't going to speak to me until next week now .. so I feel like she is punishing me for not talking to her last night :-(

"I have had time to think and in hindsight my opinion on certain celebrations should remain just that."