I don't know how, but I'm still here.

This day seems to never end. I've still not slept properly, and my mind feels like an overstretched balloon about to burst.

Every second that passes is like watching another grain of sand fall from my reality into the abyss.

Sleep, is not coming. When it did earlier today, I had already gone back to work, then spent four hours asleep in a room on the top floor. My eyes are hurting, my mind feels like a sponge that has dried out. My mental energy is somewhere in the negative area, and to top it all off, i have the reminders all over me from yesterday.

I still can't ground myself, and it truly feels like I've lost control.

It's scary that it's almost calming.