When I go into one of my bad episodes I find a new show to watch and my newest show where a main character hit the low level I've been on. Just laying there, not moving, no one able to help, just "zombie" mode for days and ends her relationship because she feels her depression is going to end it anyways. Her boyfriend was going to go to a cabin with another girl and packed his bags and everything and when he saw how much she needed help, even though she hurt him, he built a fort around them while she slept in the living room on the floor and stayed with her.

I have never had anyone stay with me during my episodes. My depression has scared people away and no one has ever stayed with me during my stages but instead closed the door on me.