While my bf, himself, was depressed and suicidal years ago, he absolutely lacks understanding. Isn't that weird?? He gets mad at me and snaps at me for not appreciating what I do have in life.

Tonight, I snapped back at him that my increased depression has physical causes. Two of my medicines are battling right now amongst one another. My trigeminal neuralgia medicine makes my anti-depressant get used up faster ~ scientifically proven. I was warned by my epileptolgist about that fact. Then, you add my chronic tummy issues on top, and I'm not getting much of ANY medicine into my system. I am not just making this *&^% up. He ticked me off!! I have mentioned how low I've been feeling to my bf several times in the past week or so. It's not like this is new.

So, why in the world would he make remarks like this to me?

I'm sure not "feeling the love" between us. I feel even *more* alone. I don't even want to see him at all now