I've been withdrawing from most people. Not many of 'em reach out these days anyway. Sometimes I think about how I've done a lot for certain people, but a lot of them don't really bother to ask about me. In the end, it doesn't matter I guess. Maybe distancing myself will keep me out of the chaos, at least I figure. I think about all those times I've been manic and got involved in some situations and with people that ended up only causing me harm and taking advantage of me. I caused myself harm too though. It's still hurtful to think about these situations. Just trying to deal with everything. There's still an emptiness within me.