I am pretty honest and straightforward, but at times I only want to share to a point when it comes to certain things. For instance, while with my pdoc, I began recalling things I did that I had regrets about while I was feeling manic (recently). My whole point was to basically tell her how I've been impulsive in ways, but didn't think she'd ask for anything that specific. I mentioned to my pdoc texts I've sent that made me embarrassed. My pdoc asked if I can show her my phone, so she could read them! I lied and said I didn't have the conversation saved, since I felt awkward flat out saying "no."